Shallow Hal?

Have you ever seen the movie Shallow Hal? Basically a guy sees his larger girlfriend as a skinny beautiful woman. Sometimes that's how I feel! I don't see myself as a 240 lb woman. I am a HUGE fan of The Biggest Loser show. I always compare myself to those on the show (or in person) that are close to my weight. I always think, "I do not look that big" or "She looks way bigger than me." I am constantly looking at my reflection whether it be in the hallway/bathroom mirror or reflection in windows. I look at my legs and arms and think to myself, "oh they're not that big". I sometimes as my friend if I am as big as so and so. I feel pretty good and like I said I don't feel like I'm 240 lbs. But I am!